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how bad do i look?!?! Wednesday, August 04, 2004 today was a terrible day.the past few weeks, i've been sooooo overloaded with work. i've been spending 12-14 hours in the office practically everyday, i have colds & a terrible cough, i have two zits on my face that appeared out of nowhere (puberty, you're a little bit too late...), and to add to that, i sound like a damn frog. it doesn't help that i have to do training the whole day, everyday. the voice just isn't getting better. anyway, had a meeting with my boss this morning and she tells me i look terrible. hey, thanks boss! then at lunch, i meet two of my friends from another department and you know what happened? they both looked at me, and with a worried look on their face, they asked me if i'm ok. of course, i ask why, and they tell me i look terrible. that i look so tired. that i look so pale. holy crap! just how bad do i look?!?! now, i feel so conscious tuloy. i feel like crap, i sound like crap, and now it seems i also look like crap! this is not good. not good at all. ok. tomorrow, i will wear a nice, pretty dress to work. i will wear a little bit of makeup. i will fix my hair, and not just clip it haphazardly into a bun. i will wear good jewelry. and lastly, i will wear my favorite 3-inch heeled shoes (that always makes me feel better...). i swear, if tomorrow someone tells me i look like crap, i will not be held responsible for my actions. i may just kill, you know. people who look like crap do that.... |
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